If only I could be skinny...

As the only female in this group, I believe I am the only one who feels the pressure to be skinny. Everyday, I see super skinny girls walking around in miniskirts and I just wish I could be like them too. Then I would be beautiful and special, and boys would finally like me. It's because I'm fat that boys never like me, all the skinny girls always get the attention from boys. If I were skinny, life would be so perfect. 

I wish I could make myself stop eating forever. I just can't seem to stop myself and then before I know it, an entire pizza has been devoured and I just want to die or something because I'm so fat and gross. My life sucks soo much, like why can't I just be skinny? Life is so unfair.